it's man devouring man out there and who are we to deny it in here?

I don't know if I really have a point to this blog, but I just kind felt like writing one anyways.

I'm so TIRED. Where does my energy go all the time? I have no idea why but I'm always drooping, falling asleep in class... it needs to change!

Besides that, I had a pretty good day today. Drama was fun. We got cameras today for our film projects and we just decided to film our group. It wasn't what we were supposed to do, but whatever. When does our little group ever get work done in drama? Except this time Rudolf actually has proof that we're useless. HAHA. Interrogation spoofs, pretending to be the Breakfast Club, zooming in on Coe's boobs and using human luggage in our scenes... only a few of the highlights of what is just a regular day in drama class. I think it's the only class that I actually look forward to.

Sometimes I don't understand people. Friends. They're great, we have fun together, we're all joking around and then his girlfiend shows up and he completely ignores us. It's irritating. She really has to go. And he and Robin rag on me for ignoring them in the hallways. Psh.

I guess I do do that, though. It's mostly because I don't know what to say. It seems so natural in Drama class, I don't even have to think about it, but once we're out of that room it suddenly gets awkward. I kind of have this problem where I just think that oh, they have enough friends, why would they need me? So I just pretend not to notice them because I don't want that to be confirmed... I think. Maybe I'm just grasping at straws. I don't know.

Honestly, I don't even know why I'm saying all of this. I have issues, who cares. So does everyone else. Whatever. I don't want to write my essay. Ugh, this is trash.